Focus

In all your ways acknowledge Him, And He shall direct your paths.  Proverbs 3:6 (NKJV)


Hocus Pocus, I need to focus.  I'm having serious issues focusing right now...I have a list in front of me of things I need to do today.  Last week was crazy, busy, sickness, etc...I'm still suffering (hahaha) from the lack of Diet Pepsi (only mentally) and I did have one yesterday afternoon.  It was good.

I don't know if it's the holidays or just recovering from a week of illness, but my mind is swirling to and fro.  I used to have problems with this big time.  I got over it for the most part.  Jay helped a lot with that.  He is so calm and just goes with the flow...never worries...and if he is worrying, I know it's major and I better be worrying too. 

I feel like I'm spinning my wheels a little bit at home.  I still have some Christmas presents to buy but that's not stressing me out.  I need to carry the Christmas tree decoration totes downstairs, but when I look at them piled up on the chair next to the tree, I think, hey, the tree will be coming down in two weeks...do I really want to take them to the basement?!  Of course I DO...but they're still there.

Hank the Tank made a mess of my curtains that were on the patio door...I haven't bought new ones yet or tried to have the old ones fixed up.  They're still sitting in a bag on top of my dryer...that was at least four weeks ago.

I am no closer to getting Christmas Cards done than I was six months ago.  Seriously.  They may be Happy 2012 cards by the time I get around to it.

I just went to my drawer for my good ole afternoon snack, yummy Hostess 100 calorie chocolate cupcakes. Apparently I ate the last one sometime last week in that fog.  Bummer.

Sometimes I take one week at a time, sometimes it's one day at a time, and sometimes I take one section of the day at a time (before work, work and after work).  Right now I'm going to have to be satisfied with one section of the day, I think.

There's nothing too overwhelming going on in my life, nothing that I'm sad about or overly concerned about...I'm just out of focus.  I probably need to re-focus my thoughts...on something important, something that will really whip me into shape, something that has stood the test of time, something solid as a rock, something that matters when all else fails, something that will guide me.  Maybe I just need to do what the Good Book instructs, acknowledge him in ALL ways, and I'll find my path...